I am not the girl
Who will blow your phone up
Beg for your attention and get jealous
I am the woman who will bless you
With money oil and put a picture of you on
My altar for your protection
I am not the girl interested in anything above the surface
I am the woman who you will have to
Reach the bottom of the Pacific
Just to feel me
I am not the girl who you will easily
Understand
I am the woman who you will never truly Know but never forget
With moments in time
And movements in my mind
I am ascending into another dimension
Full of false realities
And real fantasies
Can you feel it?
The frequencies of galactic sex
Dancing on top of Saturn’s rings
I thrust my body into a panther’s tongue
Love is my inner
And pain is my lover
I am the sinner sitting on your lap
As sleep paralyzes your dreams
You can trust me
Because I am not a liar
Transparent by default
Mutual attraction, pure satisfaction
Is that all that you’re asking for?
I need loneliness to be my company
Because your bed no longer does it for me
Your fingertips leave me craving for more
Close to my heart, but my insides are bored
Your self absorbed nature leaves you dumb
And I’m numb…to another casual night
Left stranded in my emotions
The rescue party missed me
I am isolated in the waiting sands
Some truths are worth more than money
Patience, no longer feels like a virtue
But I am virtuous and I am a survivor
So I open myself to divine’s intervention
Knowing that God’s timing is priceless
And just when I am about to dry out
The tides run in to save me from this shore
Silk of your skin
Temptation of your tongue
I am your addiction
You craved my caress
I anticipated your anxiety
As I entrapped you in my womb
Our lair of lust confused with love
A night of nirvana, with illusions of ecstasy
I rode your rocket ship
Reaching beyond the Milky Way
