Friday Night Freestyle

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I know that I am capable of love

But can I allow vulnerability?

Last time almost buried me

Failing to see my worth

Made the mistake of loving someone

Who didn’t even love himself

I was bruised, not broken

Spending years of healing

In seclusion from the world

Transformed my life

Learned my power

And was finally content

Content…with being alone

Loneliness was the boogeyman

But now, company hides under my bed

I struggle

Wanting to share my journey

Yet needing my space

Please don’t get too close

I’ll probably leave you

Walking away is always better

Why stay and waste time?

As I lay here, I feel complete

I feel whole

I feel safe

Does it make me a bad person?

For finally loving myself

More than wanting to love another

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